You may be in a place of double-mindedness and realize the stress of these trials has left you shaky. The uncertainty of trying to serve the master of sexual sin and the Lord have left you shame and guilt filled. Before, there were brief interludes into the fantasy world of pornography where you believed you had control. The stress and uncertainty of today, however, have now accelerated its progression and frequency. The delusion of believing you were in control of the fantasy world has vanished and been replaced with despair and hopelessness. You realize your inability to cope with the stress of life before had only trained you to escape and medicate your discomfort. If you find yourself in this place, it is not too late because our God is the God of true hope and His hope doesn’t disappoint.